My name is Jeff I have been. Its hard to write about myself but that is what is asked.. I can with humbleness give you a short and direct history or brief description.
I m 47 this past march. I grew up in a very affluent area of south east pa. I say this to disbarage any type of rumor.It was natural for me to follow in the footsteps of my Grandfather, Father and older brother. This is my Legacy as a Life time commitment to my community as a first responder .
. Iam sufferring from a lifetime of mental illness that includes anxiety and depression. These feelings and horrible thoughts brought me to suicide. assessed with PTSD not just from community service but general Trauma. I thank you i never thought of me and I buried everything . Its now reared its head and Iam constantly tearing up in life. I need to cover my bills from a lac k of pay while out of work