My Gastroenterologist Told Me I Have Colorectal Cancer

My name is Cody. I don’t want my family and friends to know what I’m dealing with so that’s the reason for my profile photo. I recently had a colonoscopy, after which I was informed by my gastroenterologist that I had a large solid mass that prevented him from fully completing the colonoscopy. He said it was to hard for him to biopsy but wasn’t necessary to confirm diagnosis because apparently he has extensive experience regarding tumors similar to mine and told me a CT Scan would confirm and show if the cancer has spread. I still have a glimpse of hope that his speculation might be wrong despite his disturbingly high confidence. In any case I plan to get the CT Scan and depending upon the results possibly get a second opinion. I have currently spent close to $10,000 out of pocket cash to get to where I am today. I desperately need short term financial assistance that I can and will absolutely repay 100% with interest God willing I live long enough to do so. Thank you and I appreciate any support more than you know and I am sending love to everyone currently facing similar to worse situations as mine and also to the kind individuals who feel compelled to help financially because it’s difficult enough trying to focus on staying positive and making damn certain I don’t leave my 9 yr old and 6 yr old sons without a father, much less having the financial stress im addition. Thanks again and God bless…