I’m so ashamed to be doing this, but like the title says, I’m about to lose everything.
After rent and my car loan, I get $120 a fortnight to pay bills and buy food.
My psychiatrist bills $430 for a half hour visit. I *need* to make this upcoming appt so we can revise my meds, because my conditions are worsening by the week.
I’m also very far behind on some bills that mean I could lose my phone service and my car.
I’ve tried looking for work, despite my mental health making me in no position to actually work. I’ve tried to get loans to no avail. I’ve tried to organise payment plans but apparently it’s too far gone. I’ve even tried to secure sëx work, but it’s never consistent.
This is the end of my rope. I’ve already told my doctor in an emergency appt that I’m feeling süicidal. The urge to hurt myself grows stronger every day. Not to try and make you feel guilty, that’s just how I’m feeling.
Any small amount helps. If there’s any money left over from this, I’ll be donating it to Even Keel Bipolar Support Group and posting the amount donated as proof.
Thank you, for everything