man, life be hittin but i never thought it would hit me this hard. i got gifted Dior from a friend about 5 years ago, he would turn 5 June 18th, this month.. best 5 years of my life. past 3 weeks have been a whirlwind trying to figure out what’s goin on wit my big boy. Thought it was allergies, food i was giving him, tried everything even to the gently cooked stuff. Just to find out he got hit with lymphoma in his liver. I’d spend a million dollars everytime at the vet just to make sure my dawg is ok… unfortunately this time they told me chemo wouldn’t even really do much cause it already attacked his liver. Im worried about his quality of life, his energy, his normal self.. and it looks like i got a few days left wit em.. he got a few days left wit people that really love him like family.. i tried to give you the world big boy and i feel like i accomplished most of it but this here just don’t sit right wit me. I just paid off his calik9 training this month with 4 more classes left..i was trying so hard to do right by my boy..He’s fighting though, still playing still loving still tryna chase squirrels and allaa that.. he’s on prednisone as we speak, so it’s helping him eat and have the best last few days i can give em.. ion really do things like this but once i left the oncologist yesterday i just felt like i really did need the help.. and i don’t expect it, but all i can say is i appreciate everybody that’s been in Diors life and showed him love.. i spent my last on you big boy and I’d do it again just to have you live out more years wit us comfortably.. i appreciate anybody that is able to help us out, vet bills, getting an in-home euthanasia.. cremation.. i want him to be as comfortable as possible when i make the decision.. I’m heartbroken that I’m not gunna have my best friend with me anymore.. and i understand this is life but i need all the prayers i can get.. thank you.